Thursday, 30 May 2013

How to 'create' a synchroni-city.

hi all,

I've been wanting to do this blog for a while - but I wanted it fine tuned before sharing - and now I know it's repeatable.

First off, and on a sidenote, I was going to write about the new Xbox having a constantly ON microphone and ON camera - both feeding some cybernetic meme modelling database,  but do you know what?  I don't really care anymore - if parents are that switched off (unlike the mic and cam), its pretty much their karmic story -  and water pistols of awareness, information, and cuddling won't help.    Obviously, If you give Microsoft money - you are part of the problem.

I wouldn't mind so much, but the games on the new Xbox will be linked to the arms corps too........talking of which, the media in the UK this week said the government were "calming their embargo to Syria" - which in real words, means - "we are selling weapons to kill people for profit."


Ok, enough from the material world of folly.

In my second book I wrote about syncronicities - the Jungian roots, plus what they are and how to see them.   

Many people today notice syncros; hunt them down, meditate on them, and follow them - getting onto the treadmill of the souls path and trajectory.   It seems especially travellers can pick into this fabric more than those rooted in one place.

I've been pretty much rooted up the mountain for near 3 years now, and many travelling come with tales of syncros, and this got me thinking in the inner laboratory.    I tried a couple of things (linked to my time up the volcano - see second book) - then I cracked it.   

Here is the formula:
  • Spend at least four days in solitude in nature - eat light - raise your vibration.
  • You must be remembering your dreams - and able to pick out people, symbols, signs, emotions, and links to your outer world - not lots, but one or two.
  • Goto a town or city (somewhere with bustle)....ALONE - do not text or talk to anyone you know - it will harm the whole gig.
  • Goto a town/city you have never been to before, or only once - this will mean there is no energetic residue there from your being - you need to be anonymous, energetically too.
  • 72 hours is best - book a place to stay.

  • Treat the trip to this place as a DREAM - be soft, innocent, away from hard edges - soft, dreamy.  Let it flow seamlessly from the 4 days solitude and dream work.
  • Once in the town, be in the intuition, soft, walking meditation stylee (but not too zen - you need to blend in) - and let your intuition take you for a walk here or there - be in the subconscious and intuition as much as possible - soft and gliding.
  • Your intuition / inner guidance system (pick any words, it matters not - as long as its not desire based "i want a donut and a pint") will take you to somewhere;  a cafe,  a bench, a park, a crowd,  do not push and do not pull.   Do not get edgy or frustrated as nothing may come for the first 24 hours.
  • Sooner or later the motors will start the spin - people will come to you and talk to you, you will overhear a conversation, you will see a certain number a silly amount of times, a van will drive past with words on it - all syncronicstically linked to something in your inner world. 
  • When this first starts - stay with the rules - as the syncros will layer up more and more until the universe is using the outer world to tell your inner world something  - as if the whole town is sending signals to you.
  • Learn the language the fabric of reality is talking to you - it will be slightly different for each person.   
  • Its pretty fun, but probably not something to discuss with your nan over Sunday dinner - as she might keel over due to your craziness.

Note: You can fall off this etheric tightrope - don't get drunk, don't get jiggy with the opposite sex (or the same sex if you're into that), don't goto toxic places (rock music, tubes etc), don't get into desire (it's a town/city, desire is everywhere) - but be super passive - like a leaf in the wind - let the energy move you and pull you where it wants - keep your eyes and inner eyes, your ears, and inner ears, all open.

After some fine tuning, I've done this twice and it really works.

If anyone has a big life decision to make or has a niggling syncro / sign / number hammering at them that they cannot work out - I really recommend this "wayki wayki syncro cruncher creater"  - it's not patented like many seeds and viruses are, so go wild.

The key is that ALL these signs are around us all the time, but at a higher and more subtle 
frequency - it's not enough to do a meditation or drink a smoothie and go out - we need to really spin up and serve the first ball over the net.

This is one thing that I have developed from a 100 day work with the Emerald Tablet - that Thoth / Hermes dude really knew some stuff.

Let me know how you get on :)


Wednesday, 22 May 2013

Ancient Civs and Oblivion

Hi all,

Sometimes I speak to somebody about there having been an advanced human civilisation on this planet before 10,000bc, and then they look at me like the men in white suits should come and take me away.  I wrote much about this stuff in my free to download first book.

We often need to remind outselves we are a race with amnesia deep in our collective subconscious.... we just don't fully know our history.    Surely this is one reason for the mess the planet is in today due to collective unconscious trauma.

If you ask someone in the street how this historical amnesia affects them, they won't care.....they will zip up, and probably be thinking about what entertainment they are next to digest.


It's like most of the population has turned their back to much of reality.

The View: A "Back-to-the-Camera Shot" Montage from Plot Point Productions on Vimeo.

This amnesia and denial is a little silly, and talking of silly, check this out!   


I recently saw the new movie Oblivion, and was quite shocked at what I saw.   

Very much a tale of the human essense deep within the human being, taking out the transhumanists - in their cybernetic future of control.  The transhumanists were depicted with a control centre which was a black (inverted) pyramid with an all seeing eye.   

Even the drones had one eye, and numerology of 13 (occult number).

It brought back feelings that are evident in my last book, and made me smile.

It seems this movie slipped through the net, hence why everywhere one looks, it gets bad reviews.   Don't be fooled, get on it, it's well worth a watch, I would say it is the second part of Space Osyssey 2001.

Big respect to Stuie Wilde who passed over recently, I feel that he is now like Obi Wan Kenobi; more powerful now he is the other side of the veil.   The old movie, "The Mists of Avalaon" I recommend to anyone who followed any of Stuie's humerous and relevant teachings.


Saturday, 11 May 2013

Geocentric Astrology (Luminology) Consultations....

15 years experience and over 300 charts done.

The Luminaries configuration at your moment of birth is a powerful indicator of your motivations, drives, strengths, preferences, tendencies, and psychological / emotional makeup. It doesn't seal your fate, but does show the potential you were born with. 

Clients are emailed an in depth manually created (and weighted) PDF file (14-18 pages) that will have taken around 5-6 hours of analysis and contemplation.  I include a free follow up email, plus an optional add-on skype service.

The cost of this service is donation / gift -  up to the client... gifts are average around £90 (via paypal) on average, but this is no way what is requested.  Free is ok too.
Mini-reads are available too.  Gifting is currently averaging around £50.

Astrology Predictions that came / coming true Video from September 2019

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I aim to show clients their best possible environment for their continued evolution and growth in this lifetime, empowering one in many areas of their life, including patterns, strengths, and potential blockages and challenges.  Including accurate aspects, smaller Luminaries (known as asteroids in the mainstream), and upcoming transits.

I can also look at relationships (couples, parent-child etc) using each persons chart, via the synastry method,  and can also look at major events and dates via transits  e.g. when to launch a new project, move home, make a big decision, get married etc.

I've been studying astrology for many years, most notably, study in a mystery school, and also the works of the late Marc Edmund Jones and Stephen Arroyo.  I've done about fifty free readings, and over a hundred professional readings.

The luminaries (stars) and wandering luminaries (known to most as planets) are akin to a complex mega clockwork mechanism, one that allows different soul types with different karma to incarnate.  A celestial mirror, as above, so below.  The signs and wandering stars are inner-world archetypes, internal forces that influence the psyche.

The chart is really a non static evolving blueprint, a deep language of the soul.

Note that near all 'horoscopes' you see in magazines and online are childish and silly, as ones sun sign does not tell anywhere near the whole story.

Also, computerised readings online only look at a few of the building blocks, and not the whole, they do not link the blocks or equate heavy energies with, and to, lighter ones, nor so they look at opposite energies.  They are just too flat, and result in a dull two dimensional script.


Mark aka waykiwayki

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Wednesday, 1 May 2013

Beltane Part 2 - The Suppressed Masculine

If part 1 did not downsize the amount of readers (at an all time high recently), then this one surely will.    Oh dear, what has happened the males in the past 100 years or so, they seem hell bent on being in control of much of the planet, and give us silly paradigms like this:


                           MIDWAY : trailer : a film by Chris Jordan from Midway on Vimeo.

Why is this all going on?  Because there is no feminine energy to balance it is all too masculine.

As men are in control of so much, they see little suppression of the masculine;  Banks are masculine, as are Government's, media news, wars, mass food production, in fact there is little or no mass social dynamic on this planet that is feminine?    That is messy.

"The instinctive cravings of the brute-man are still lurking there in all their capacity? Are we not shamelessly selfish and sensual in our thoughts and desires? of course, we may verywell be proud of our skyscraping intellect and its amazing exploits on various fronts , yet we have to own that we are no more than bond slaves of crude Passions, Greed, Lust, Malice, Ferocity and all the ugly brood of Crass selfishness, are at the steering wheel of our conduct."  unknown

Not to be judging as I totally understand and accept, and I feel this list below is more objective observation.   Men in the western world in 2013 are........just a little bit lame......some examples:

  • Playing the new computer game Sim City, their spare time, grown men build virtual cities, including roads, skyscrapers, and economies......heheh.
  • Grown men buying fashion clothes, hair products, and over preening.
  • Those never experiencing or taking interest in other cultures.
  • Men over 25 who live with their mums (whose mums are not in need of care).
  • English hard lads who when arrive in a foreign airport get a bit gay, "Jack, do you have the piece of paper, where are we supposed to be?  Do you have the number?  "I Don't know Gary, do you know where we are supposed to go? Does the internet on your iphone work?"
  • Grown men with sat navs in their car, learn to read a map a real man.
  • Men who get insured for everything and have pensions......if your scared, don't buy the thing, or do the thing in the first place.....or find a stone to hide under.
  • Men who need scuffs and tiny scratches on their cars fixed.
  • Men who rubbish healthy eating and meditation,  chemical meat and a messy mind is hardly shaolin warrior stuff is it now?
  • Men who get all their food from supermarkets, man up - goto a market and feel fresh food like a real man, or grow it......But I have no time due to....
  • Men with umbrellas, it's just for me, a little bit lame.
  • Men who give their partners wads of money to, "Go shopping love, treat yourself" - its weird.
  • Men who plan trips too much.......flow brother.
  • Men who don't shake hands properly.
  • Men who are constantly on ebay buying things, wanting things, needing things, and making sure all their mates know what they are getting and what they have got - they should have enough room by now in the rear to stick all this stuff firmly up into.
  • The big man in the fast car who stops at red lights even though there is nothing coming....I nearly do a little wee from laughing so much when I see this.
  • The big man in the fast car driving around a Salisbury's car park at 5mph looking for a space - it just looks so gay.
  • Men who smell of aftershave from 40cm away - let your natural smell attract the opposite sex.
  • Men who have OCD and are ultra clean and tidy - it's lame.  Be zen but not weird.
  • Men who do weights at home - working the some dial a gayboy type thing.
  • Men who have more than one mirror in their home.....and these being the only mirrors to the self they look into.
  • Men whose hobby it is to be up on all the new tech.
  • Men who let their partner take over the kitchen and living room - so so so lame.
  • Men who have a serious think about whether to upgrade their razor to mach IIIII turbo mega extreme, from their current mach IIII turbo nearly mega extreme.
  • Men who wear ties, sit a desk most of their life, and take orders of someone they have no respect for, just to get money.....heheh

Big Disclaimer:  i am not homophobic at all, I've lived with people who like the same sex, been to gay clubs, I have no problem at all, - it's just I could find no word better describes some of the above than "gayness."      

....Because.....maybe straight these days is actually the new gay? (WARNING: serouslu foul use of the english language below....extremelly shameful and has no place on this site)  ;-)

Seriously though, the message of this blog is really about the suppression of the male warrior,  those in stillness, living by their own rules.  Keeping ones word.  Never fazed.

The archetpyes of the Shaolin monks, Zen warriors, the Shaman.......the real men.  


So this concludes my Beltane double parter - It was supposed to be a celebration of the feminine and masculine, but when it was seriously contemplated, I realised the feminine and masculine are both a bit muddled on this planet......shame..  Happy Jiggys, and I leave you with some poems.   Maybe we have it all wrong and we are supposed to find the lover in our selves.  

When you Love someone you do not Love them all the time, in exactly the same way, from moment to moment. It is an impossibility. It is even a lie to pretend to. And yet this is exactly what most of us demand. We have so little faith in the ebb and flow of life, of Love, of relationships. We leap at the flow of the tide and resist in terror its ebb. We are afraid it will never return. We insist on permanency, on duration, on continuity; when the only continuity possible, in life as in Love, is in growth, in ƒluidity - in Ŧreedom.
~ Leo ßuscaglia

“According to the Great Work, a friend is one in which you support and encourage the others expansion in either the mind or the spirit.   Otherwise they are people you are sentimentally attached to it because they would eat cinnamon bun with you. And they will say ‘hee, hee, hee’ aren’t we having fun”. Drug addicts do the same thing. Drug addicts want to be around people who will support them and be away from real friends. Do you know why? Because it feels good. To be a member of a mystery school can be catastrophic to the ego and to the ego’s habits and to the propensity for mediocrity. No one ever cried striving for excellence. They only cried when their mediocrity was taken away from them and pointed out to them.”  - Jerhoam

The World needs Men.....
Who cannot be bought;
Whose word is their bond;
Who put character above wealth;
Who possess opinions and a will;
Who are larger than their vocations;
Who do not hesitate to take chances;
Who do not loose their individuality in a crowd;
Who will be as honest in small things as in great things;
Who will make no compromise with wrong;
Whose ambitions are not confined to their own selfish desires;
Who do not believe that shrewdness, cunning and hardheadedness are the best qualities for winning success;
Who are not ashamed or afraid to stand for the truth when it is unpopular;
Who can say "no" with emphasis, although the rest of the world says "yes".

"The Art of Self Reflection – What To Remember When Waking In that first hardly noticed moment to which you wake, coming back to this life from the other more secret, moveable and frighteningly honest world where everything began, there is a small opening  into the new day which closes the moment you begin your plans. What you can plan is too small for you to live. What you can live wholeheartedly will make plans enough for the vitality hidden in your sleep. To be human is to become visible while carrying what is hidden as a gift to others. To remember the other world in this  world is to live in your true inheritance." - David Whyte


Beltane Part1 - The Suppressed Feminine.


Hi all,

I was going look at some of this and this, dabble with this, and have a nice yarn about that, before dabbling in this, that definitely led to that, but then I started laughing when I got to this.......I saw some of this, then sat back, gave up, and wallowed in this.....

Nobody really cares about the above, more are in self cherishing in this.

Enough of all the this and that, let's chill and write about something nice, Beltane - 1st May - an ancient Fertility and jiggy jiggy festival.

But then I got thinking about men and women, and how weird it all is nowadays......I mean, we are on a planet where some men rape women, and where some women keep children from their fathers........eeeek......hmm, hardly a good backdrop for a planetary jiggy-joo-joo's festival.

This is part one of a two part series, with the second part being about the suppression of the male warrior, so try and wait for both parts before launching into me, spilling your tea, or throwing your chia seeds at the screen ;-)

I was on a bus recently and watched a girl get on - early 20's.....she was naturally attractive, but had tons of make up on, lots of trendy shopping bags full of consumption, weird nails, an iphone that kept beeping, and a new boyfriend with her that looked like he would do anything to go to bed with her.  

Her mind had been filled with this....

...and she was in confusion energetically, like a zombie inside, a war in her head.

She stared out of the window, unhappy with her life, wondering if this is all it was, hoping that there might be more for her soul.   But the media and social dynamic have force fed this lifestyle - and it's hard for young girls to find anything else, in western cities especially.

Many girls are locked down, controlled by consumption - abusing Venus energy with decadence and desire....

The pineal gland is messed with via contraceptive pills and fluoride - effectively shutting off the female divine / feminine intuition / feminine insight (whatever words you choose).  It also messes up the female cycle, creating out of whack hormones, pmt, two day periods, or periods only once every seven weeks - this is a sign something is squooif (I made a new word up).

Last year with the wachuma I pulled out an etheric gremlin from a girl who had given herself sexually without her heart or soul involved - this sort of act creates some darkness that stays in the energy system for a long time.  Interesting huh?

Many girls scream for equality, but this seems to manifest in western society as, "We want to be like men if we want to be."   

The feminine is suppressed, and bumping off singers like Tupac and promoting Justin Bieber is all a part of it (see the words).

How many towns or villages in the west have wise women leading and advising from feminine intuition ....drumroll - none - zero.  Women leaders in the western world are male administrator manly suits, being bossy, anal, and logical.  it's weird.

Women are naturally intuitive, insightful, fair, seeing, nurturing - perfect for community leadership.....look at what male leadership has done to the planet?

For centuries there were witches, seers, medicine women, and oracles, now its a mess - just hundreds of millions of system robots.....squillions of them, and many on the fringe out of this paradigm don't look at any "negative" and objective information about the world.     OCD housework, consuming at shops, processed food dinners, magazines, and tv - wow - it's scary....where are the real women?

There are some things men are just better at, but many women have a, "No your not, we can do that, don't be sexist" attitude towards these.
There are some things women are just better at, but many women have a, "Don't be sexist" attitude towards this too.   
Some even make a point of any housework, cleaning, or  child rearing needing to be 50/50 - even if the man is out carrying heavy stuff, building stuff, fixing is wierd.    The balance and identity has been lost. 

From the Vedas.

I don't know one woman who wants a man who is anal about cleaning the sheets and having the bed made really tidy, they would find this unattractive, so what gives?  What is going on?

Two of the most popular TV series in the USA and UK at the moment are Game of Thrones, and Spartacus, just look how the men and women are in those programmes - completely different to what is going on nowadays.   If the depictions in these programmes are so wrong why so many viewers and no complaints?    Maybe, just maybe, feminism is a created trap?  I seriously don't know as I've not looked into it.

But women are in general having a massive identity crisis....and nobody talks about it.  But it's not their fault, because in the western system;  1) materialism is pushed  2) everything is sexualised  3) spirituality is debased.

We need the real women back to step up and help out.....the species is out of balance, the feminine is suppressed, only a few are writing about it.

I did an experiment recently, I was in one of those town places, and awake at 1am, so I decided to do some research - I went to a normal sort of nightclub, but the most toxic one I could find, you know - with the cokeheads standing near the doors and at the back.....and I just observed  - with retreats coming up I needed to dip into the toxic stuff to have a more rounded perception of things - this is something I've not done in 3 years (and the last time I did this I just stood by a speaker with my eyes closed - to journey a little and block off the weirdness).  I saw girls dressed up for sex really, desiring to be desired, hunting, I saw some of their faces change - it was dark - vampirish, gothic sort of energy.  In the 5 sense level most men would say many were attractive, but at an energetic level the whole place was dead, nothing, no pure feminine energy at all....a dark, lustful, slimy snake feeling to it all.

It seems many of these dancing vampiress groups were falling into this carefully and intelligently laid out trap....

But this doesn't help the feminine either, and needs to be boycotted.

To go a step further, Some women in relationships grow controlling tendencies, jealousy, and insecurity.  This can manifest as anger or vengeance, and then black fractals come flying out of their auras towards the man.   It can get quite dark, especially when children are held back, or child emotional blackmail comes into the UK and USA this is rife, with near 45% of mothers having had the father run off to hide under a rock's a sign something is wrong.    Maybe the reasons and ways of partnerships all wrong nowadays anyway?

I know some men who have been lured, over treated like a king, then after some months when in the net, been slowed down, been taken away from their passions, had their dress sense changed, and crushed them until they are little more inside than an obedient loyal nester and security giver.   Some of this is dark energy that has got into the aura of some women.

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing. -Helen Keller.


Another paradigm that occurs often, and many men have told me this, after some amazing love making, wherein the female is supremely mega-satisfied, the next day the girl can scrape the mans energy, bring him down.....I don't know why this is, but it out for it.  This can also occur if the male partner is "out with mates" or "visiting somewhere new alone" - this is a sign of low self esteem or trust issues.....or again, a dark energy that wants feeding.    

It is also a fact that in the western world, more women are depressed than men, this has to do with self cherishing, and also a deep annoyance at how they are perceived.

There are though, thankfully, a large group of real women, those who are close to the earth, in their power and insight, those that flow with grace, close to animals, watery, centred, those that care about the planet and the species....that give themselves to a man fully with no material or parental drawbacks.  

One thing I've noticed in recent years, it is mainly the females outside the system in communities who are open, and in touch with the feminine divine - maybe this is because they are closer to nature?   I don't fully know yet.

What I do know is that more of the real women need to make a return, and break free of this male ruled world that is destroying it.   With calmness, softness, and grace.


Others luckily are starting to write about the return of the feminine, and as I was contemplating all these thoughts, I overheard this - and it seemed very apt.

I leave you with some poems and a music video.....

"If women could just Individuate as women instead of having to conform to a stereotype of oppression or emancipation. Idiot Individualism pursues a fascistic egalitarian levelling of the most beautiful features, distinctions and differences of the Soul, i.e. nature and essence. This process of sterilisation of the possibilities of cultivation leads to a numb, lobotomised existence of "individuals" who are units of production charged with the three most important duties of Idiot Individualism : having a job, consumption and paying taxes."   Unknown

"And since women carry within the cellular structure of their bodies the imprint of all creation, they carry the consciousness not only of their own suffering but also the suffering of the earth: the wounds and desecration caused by a patriarchal culture who sees God only in heaven. The pain many women feel in the core of their being is also the unacknowledged pain of the earth cut off by this masculine way of thinking from the divine- exploited, damaged, and desecrated by our patriarchal culture. This suffering too needs to be accepted and sanctified, so that the energy of life can flow freely within the earth. The earth has cried and women have heard its cry, felt its tears."                       Unknown

"Genuine love is rarely an emotional space where needs are instantly gratified. To know love we have to invest time and commitment...'dreaming that love will save us, solve all our problems or provide a steady state of bliss or security only keeps us stuck in wishful fantasy, undermining the real power of the love -- which is to transform us.' Many people want love to function like a drug, giving them an immediate and sustained high. They want to do nothing, just passively receive the good feeling.”
― Bell Hooks

Long, long in the past, far, far in the future
At that point before the beginning, after the end, 
Where the time and space do not exist, 
Where all the colours and forms are lost in the blackness of void, 
There was a heavy vast silence,
A profound eternal motionlessness, 
And nothingness and everything were the same.
And then Evrynome, Gaia, Goddess of a thousand names, 
Mother of all, 
And the sound of her breath echoed pleasingly her her ears.
As if it were foreseeing
And yet as if it were remembrance,
She heard summer breezes ruffling tall green grasses, 
And winter hurricanes howling through deep valleys, 
And the pounding of the sea, 
And the calling voices of all creation.
And so Everynome, Gaia, Goddess of a thousand names, 
Mother of all, 
Pursed her lips and whistled for the wind.
Then slowly, smoothly, with perfect sensuality
She rose up from the timeless bed of her infinite rest
And caught up the wind
In her cupped hands, 
In her streaming hair, 
In the billows of her skirts, 
And in the warm secret places of her body,
And she danced.
She danced delicately, she danced frenziedly, 
She danced in staccato rhythm and liquid movement, 
She danced with pure precision and orgiastic abandon, 
She danced gloriously, 
She danced holding the wind in her close embrace, 
She danced the love and the joy of creation.
She danced and she danced.
And from the arch of her foot leapt the circles of time, 
And from the curve of her spine, the spirals of life, 
Day and night, 
Black and white, 
Birth, death, resurrection.
And as ecstasy grew, as the beat increased, 
The wind blew wild and her belly swelled round.
And from the rivers of her sweat, oceans flowed, 
And with each heave of her breast, mountains rose.
And when she threw back her hair and opened her hands, 
Life teemed around her and harmony reigned.
Creation now danced in her perfect time
And she smiled.
-Christine Lavdas

Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman.
A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories.
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.
Imagine a woman who trusts and respects herself.
A woman who listens to her needs and desires.
Who meets them with tenderness and grace.
Imagine a woman who acknowledges the past's influence on the present.
A woman who has walked through her past.
Who has healed into the present.
Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf.
Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and wisest voice.
Imagine a woman who names her own gods.
A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness.
Who designs a personal spirituality to inform her daily life.
Imagine a woman in love with her own body.
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is.
Who celebrates its rhythms and cycles as an exquisite resource.
Imagine a woman who honors the body of the Goddess in her changing body.
A woman who celebrates the accumulation of her years and her wisdom.
Who refuses to use her life-energy disguising the changes in her body and life.
Imagine a woman who values the women in her life.
A woman who sits in circles of women.
Who is reminded of the truth about herself when she forgets.
Imagine yourself as this woman.
- Patricia Lynn Reilly