Wednesday, 1 May 2013

Beltane Part1 - The Suppressed Feminine.


Hi all,

I was going look at some of this and this, dabble with this, and have a nice yarn about that, before dabbling in this, that definitely led to that, but then I started laughing when I got to this.......I saw some of this, then sat back, gave up, and wallowed in this.....

Nobody really cares about the above, more are in self cherishing in this.

Enough of all the this and that, let's chill and write about something nice, Beltane - 1st May - an ancient Fertility and jiggy jiggy festival.

But then I got thinking about men and women, and how weird it all is nowadays......I mean, we are on a planet where some men rape women, and where some women keep children from their fathers........eeeek......hmm, hardly a good backdrop for a planetary jiggy-joo-joo's festival.

This is part one of a two part series, with the second part being about the suppression of the male warrior, so try and wait for both parts before launching into me, spilling your tea, or throwing your chia seeds at the screen ;-)

I was on a bus recently and watched a girl get on - early 20's.....she was naturally attractive, but had tons of make up on, lots of trendy shopping bags full of consumption, weird nails, an iphone that kept beeping, and a new boyfriend with her that looked like he would do anything to go to bed with her.  

Her mind had been filled with this....

...and she was in confusion energetically, like a zombie inside, a war in her head.

She stared out of the window, unhappy with her life, wondering if this is all it was, hoping that there might be more for her soul.   But the media and social dynamic have force fed this lifestyle - and it's hard for young girls to find anything else, in western cities especially.

Many girls are locked down, controlled by consumption - abusing Venus energy with decadence and desire....

The pineal gland is messed with via contraceptive pills and fluoride - effectively shutting off the female divine / feminine intuition / feminine insight (whatever words you choose).  It also messes up the female cycle, creating out of whack hormones, pmt, two day periods, or periods only once every seven weeks - this is a sign something is squooif (I made a new word up).

Last year with the wachuma I pulled out an etheric gremlin from a girl who had given herself sexually without her heart or soul involved - this sort of act creates some darkness that stays in the energy system for a long time.  Interesting huh?

Many girls scream for equality, but this seems to manifest in western society as, "We want to be like men if we want to be."   

The feminine is suppressed, and bumping off singers like Tupac and promoting Justin Bieber is all a part of it (see the words).

How many towns or villages in the west have wise women leading and advising from feminine intuition ....drumroll - none - zero.  Women leaders in the western world are male administrator manly suits, being bossy, anal, and logical.  it's weird.

Women are naturally intuitive, insightful, fair, seeing, nurturing - perfect for community leadership.....look at what male leadership has done to the planet?

For centuries there were witches, seers, medicine women, and oracles, now its a mess - just hundreds of millions of system robots.....squillions of them, and many on the fringe out of this paradigm don't look at any "negative" and objective information about the world.     OCD housework, consuming at shops, processed food dinners, magazines, and tv - wow - it's scary....where are the real women?

There are some things men are just better at, but many women have a, "No your not, we can do that, don't be sexist" attitude towards these.
There are some things women are just better at, but many women have a, "Don't be sexist" attitude towards this too.   
Some even make a point of any housework, cleaning, or  child rearing needing to be 50/50 - even if the man is out carrying heavy stuff, building stuff, fixing is wierd.    The balance and identity has been lost. 

From the Vedas.

I don't know one woman who wants a man who is anal about cleaning the sheets and having the bed made really tidy, they would find this unattractive, so what gives?  What is going on?

Two of the most popular TV series in the USA and UK at the moment are Game of Thrones, and Spartacus, just look how the men and women are in those programmes - completely different to what is going on nowadays.   If the depictions in these programmes are so wrong why so many viewers and no complaints?    Maybe, just maybe, feminism is a created trap?  I seriously don't know as I've not looked into it.

But women are in general having a massive identity crisis....and nobody talks about it.  But it's not their fault, because in the western system;  1) materialism is pushed  2) everything is sexualised  3) spirituality is debased.

We need the real women back to step up and help out.....the species is out of balance, the feminine is suppressed, only a few are writing about it.

I did an experiment recently, I was in one of those town places, and awake at 1am, so I decided to do some research - I went to a normal sort of nightclub, but the most toxic one I could find, you know - with the cokeheads standing near the doors and at the back.....and I just observed  - with retreats coming up I needed to dip into the toxic stuff to have a more rounded perception of things - this is something I've not done in 3 years (and the last time I did this I just stood by a speaker with my eyes closed - to journey a little and block off the weirdness).  I saw girls dressed up for sex really, desiring to be desired, hunting, I saw some of their faces change - it was dark - vampirish, gothic sort of energy.  In the 5 sense level most men would say many were attractive, but at an energetic level the whole place was dead, nothing, no pure feminine energy at all....a dark, lustful, slimy snake feeling to it all.

It seems many of these dancing vampiress groups were falling into this carefully and intelligently laid out trap....

But this doesn't help the feminine either, and needs to be boycotted.

To go a step further, Some women in relationships grow controlling tendencies, jealousy, and insecurity.  This can manifest as anger or vengeance, and then black fractals come flying out of their auras towards the man.   It can get quite dark, especially when children are held back, or child emotional blackmail comes into the UK and USA this is rife, with near 45% of mothers having had the father run off to hide under a rock's a sign something is wrong.    Maybe the reasons and ways of partnerships all wrong nowadays anyway?

I know some men who have been lured, over treated like a king, then after some months when in the net, been slowed down, been taken away from their passions, had their dress sense changed, and crushed them until they are little more inside than an obedient loyal nester and security giver.   Some of this is dark energy that has got into the aura of some women.

Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure, or nothing. -Helen Keller.


Another paradigm that occurs often, and many men have told me this, after some amazing love making, wherein the female is supremely mega-satisfied, the next day the girl can scrape the mans energy, bring him down.....I don't know why this is, but it out for it.  This can also occur if the male partner is "out with mates" or "visiting somewhere new alone" - this is a sign of low self esteem or trust issues.....or again, a dark energy that wants feeding.    

It is also a fact that in the western world, more women are depressed than men, this has to do with self cherishing, and also a deep annoyance at how they are perceived.

There are though, thankfully, a large group of real women, those who are close to the earth, in their power and insight, those that flow with grace, close to animals, watery, centred, those that care about the planet and the species....that give themselves to a man fully with no material or parental drawbacks.  

One thing I've noticed in recent years, it is mainly the females outside the system in communities who are open, and in touch with the feminine divine - maybe this is because they are closer to nature?   I don't fully know yet.

What I do know is that more of the real women need to make a return, and break free of this male ruled world that is destroying it.   With calmness, softness, and grace.


Others luckily are starting to write about the return of the feminine, and as I was contemplating all these thoughts, I overheard this - and it seemed very apt.

I leave you with some poems and a music video.....

"If women could just Individuate as women instead of having to conform to a stereotype of oppression or emancipation. Idiot Individualism pursues a fascistic egalitarian levelling of the most beautiful features, distinctions and differences of the Soul, i.e. nature and essence. This process of sterilisation of the possibilities of cultivation leads to a numb, lobotomised existence of "individuals" who are units of production charged with the three most important duties of Idiot Individualism : having a job, consumption and paying taxes."   Unknown

"And since women carry within the cellular structure of their bodies the imprint of all creation, they carry the consciousness not only of their own suffering but also the suffering of the earth: the wounds and desecration caused by a patriarchal culture who sees God only in heaven. The pain many women feel in the core of their being is also the unacknowledged pain of the earth cut off by this masculine way of thinking from the divine- exploited, damaged, and desecrated by our patriarchal culture. This suffering too needs to be accepted and sanctified, so that the energy of life can flow freely within the earth. The earth has cried and women have heard its cry, felt its tears."                       Unknown

"Genuine love is rarely an emotional space where needs are instantly gratified. To know love we have to invest time and commitment...'dreaming that love will save us, solve all our problems or provide a steady state of bliss or security only keeps us stuck in wishful fantasy, undermining the real power of the love -- which is to transform us.' Many people want love to function like a drug, giving them an immediate and sustained high. They want to do nothing, just passively receive the good feeling.”
― Bell Hooks

Long, long in the past, far, far in the future
At that point before the beginning, after the end, 
Where the time and space do not exist, 
Where all the colours and forms are lost in the blackness of void, 
There was a heavy vast silence,
A profound eternal motionlessness, 
And nothingness and everything were the same.
And then Evrynome, Gaia, Goddess of a thousand names, 
Mother of all, 
And the sound of her breath echoed pleasingly her her ears.
As if it were foreseeing
And yet as if it were remembrance,
She heard summer breezes ruffling tall green grasses, 
And winter hurricanes howling through deep valleys, 
And the pounding of the sea, 
And the calling voices of all creation.
And so Everynome, Gaia, Goddess of a thousand names, 
Mother of all, 
Pursed her lips and whistled for the wind.
Then slowly, smoothly, with perfect sensuality
She rose up from the timeless bed of her infinite rest
And caught up the wind
In her cupped hands, 
In her streaming hair, 
In the billows of her skirts, 
And in the warm secret places of her body,
And she danced.
She danced delicately, she danced frenziedly, 
She danced in staccato rhythm and liquid movement, 
She danced with pure precision and orgiastic abandon, 
She danced gloriously, 
She danced holding the wind in her close embrace, 
She danced the love and the joy of creation.
She danced and she danced.
And from the arch of her foot leapt the circles of time, 
And from the curve of her spine, the spirals of life, 
Day and night, 
Black and white, 
Birth, death, resurrection.
And as ecstasy grew, as the beat increased, 
The wind blew wild and her belly swelled round.
And from the rivers of her sweat, oceans flowed, 
And with each heave of her breast, mountains rose.
And when she threw back her hair and opened her hands, 
Life teemed around her and harmony reigned.
Creation now danced in her perfect time
And she smiled.
-Christine Lavdas

Imagine a woman who believes it is right and good she is a woman.
A woman who honors her experience and tells her stories.
Who refuses to carry the sins of others within her body and life.
Imagine a woman who trusts and respects herself.
A woman who listens to her needs and desires.
Who meets them with tenderness and grace.
Imagine a woman who acknowledges the past's influence on the present.
A woman who has walked through her past.
Who has healed into the present.
Imagine a woman who authors her own life.
A woman who exerts, initiates, and moves on her own behalf.
Who refuses to surrender except to her truest self and wisest voice.
Imagine a woman who names her own gods.
A woman who imagines the divine in her image and likeness.
Who designs a personal spirituality to inform her daily life.
Imagine a woman in love with her own body.
A woman who believes her body is enough, just as it is.
Who celebrates its rhythms and cycles as an exquisite resource.
Imagine a woman who honors the body of the Goddess in her changing body.
A woman who celebrates the accumulation of her years and her wisdom.
Who refuses to use her life-energy disguising the changes in her body and life.
Imagine a woman who values the women in her life.
A woman who sits in circles of women.
Who is reminded of the truth about herself when she forgets.
Imagine yourself as this woman.
- Patricia Lynn Reilly